Do you ever come down to SoCal? I am in San Diego and would love to show you around and take you to the popular public jerk off spots. I am up at Blacks several times a week and it is a good place to hook up with other dudes who share the same interests. By the way you seem to be where I was a few years ago being in denial about your sexuality. Once I came out and opened myself up to the gay lifestyle I started to have more fun. There is nothing wrong with taking it up the ass once in a while.
Hit me up if you come to San Diego and I will be happy to take you for a ride if you know what I mean.
I am not gay even when I am drunk and the only guys I have had sex with were transsexuals which doesn’t even count. If they have tits than I am fine with it and it doesn’t make me gay. Plus I have never had another mans penis in my ass or mouth.